What have you feared that turned out to be much easier than you expected?
So this is the challenge question for today, huh. Im liking this whole daily prompt from wordpress, just what I needed. I didn’t feel like writing this blog as a daily journal in my life, but it felt like that was where it was heading, so this is great!
To answer this question bluntly, EVERYTHING! I worry A LOT about how tough or hard lifes problems and curve balls are going to turn out. I try to predict them even, like Im some kind of phsycic. And it makes me sick as hell. Worrying is like drinking battery acid for me. It just rots me to the core. I worry about the dumbest stuff too, like things I have no control over, so worrying and predicting wont do me any good. Or I worry about if I go somewhere, if it will have a bathroom. Im crazy, I know, but my life has made me this way. I cannot help it, I can only try to get thru it.
Some people worry about dying or getting sick and dying. I could really care less, but for some reason, not worrying about it makes me wonder if I should…?
I think the best recent event to answer this question with was our recent trip to Florida that I recently wrote about fearing. Lucas did so incredibly well, I was in awe the entire time. He was such a trooper too. He sat in his carseat the whole way their and almost back, all besides mid-flight diaper changes. We watched movies, played with fun, new toys and even had fun snacks! Well, he did anyway. Just an all around fantastic result that I wouldn’t have bet on.
On another note, I do still feel the need to follow up on somethings, for those of you frequent readers (aka no one). First and foremost, Kelly had baby Matthew on June 8th!! I got to go to the hospital and meet him just hours after he was born! Kelly is doing well, and is enjoying motherhood fully. Ummm…lets see, what else, Oh the trip to Florida! It was AMAZING! Just what I needed, except when I came home it was 56 degrees and I was in shorts and a tank top. 😦 I had to put pants on for the first time in a week. Then proceeded to hibernate on my couch with my snuggie. LAME!!! I wanna move sooooooo badly now. Not to Florida but to Georgia preferrably. I would totally do Utah too, but Im not sure its where I want to plant my roots yet. Georgia I can and would. I’ve always loved Georgia. I miss her dearly. Only time will tell.